Merry Christmas!

It's here again! Christmas! Merry Christmas people! Hope you guys enjoyed your Christmas :)

credits to: freechristmaswallpapers.net

Christmas tree! I've always wanted to have a white Christmas. I guess I'll have to wait till I grow up to experience one :/

Anyways, this year's Christmas is pretty normal to me. Attended midnight mass at St.Joseph's Cathedral ALONE. Yeah. Thought this year's Christmas would be a different one but I was wrong. Went home after mass and went on to watch some movies and listen to some Christmas songs before I went to bed. Christmas songs are always lively and inspirational. The ones sung by church's choir are heavenly!

However, I'm kinda lazy to write anymore so I guess I'll stop here. Merry Christmas once again! :)


-ChaN

Back to Life.

Finally, I'm feeling much better compared to the last few months which were shitty for me. Without a shadow of a doubt, you're not the one I'm looking for. I was wrong about everything. But it's okay. Letting the bygones be bygones. Deleted everything that is related you in my phone. I even edited all of my post in this blog as some of them is related to you for I do not want to think about you anymore. And that's it about you I guess :) another chapter of life about you in me has ended.

Oh, and my semester break has finally arrived! Was so over the moon after I sat for the last paper. But not anymore because I'm currently rotting at home. Nothing to do except thinking about something. Eheh :P

I think I've nothing else to say and I bid goodbye for now :)

-ChaN

Life

Mid-term Results.
Well, I've got a paper back last two days. It was the Engineering Maths B paper. Did not meet my expectations but it is satisfactory. Got 63.5/78. What more can I say.
But the intimidating moment will be tomorrow when my Engineering Physics paper is slowly handed into my hands. Rumors are 80% of the students failed that paper. I really have to pray hard ><
Did not do well this semester. Maybe because I'm starting to slack and the passion is not in me anymore. Sighs. Life.

My new line: I love sleeping for it can shut me out from the world for a moment :D


Anyhow, I shall bid goodbye for now. Take care and see ya :)


-ChaN

Miscellaneous~

Mid Autumn Festival 2011
( no pictures at the moment, will try to upload them soon. )


Monday was Mid Autumn Festival which is also known as Mooncake Festival. As usual, I played lantern a few days before the exact day. To me, playing lantern can be something very relaxing and enjoyable. I reminisced a lot though ( *coughs* :D). Lol. Anyways, this year's celebration wasn't any different from any other celebrations in the previous years. I started playing lantern at around 7.30p.m. and finished at 11p.m. Staggering four hours :P. It was a 'busy' night for me cause I'm the one who light up all the lantern continuously for so many hours MOST of the time. But I enjoyed those moments because in the future, we might not see these traditional lanterns anymore. They might be replaced by the electric ones which is something I really don't like. I mean what's the meaning of it. Sometimes, things like these are better to be left old-school.

And I heard from my friends, Friendship Park was really full of people that night. I wish I can be there one day :)

School~
And again, I'm here blogging about my uni life. This week which is the sixth week of my second semester will be the busiest week. Oral presentation, tutorials and quizzes. Oh dear~ So many things to do yet so little time.
But anyhow, as soon as this week is over, everything should turn for the better. All that is coming should be exams. I just can't wait for my holidays ><


Anyhow, I don't have much to say. So, I excuse myself for now :)

-ChaN

It's a winding road.

I'm the type of person who loves to keep the cards close to my chest though my face expression might reveal it all. Life is always unpredictable as it is as everything could turn topsy-turvy in a single day or even a second. All these while, I've thinking and trying to find answer to the question of mine. But I get the same thing all the time. Even my friends told me the same thing. 'You think too much', ' Don't be afraid', ' Just follow the flow'. These words have come up all the time almost everytime I seek their advice. And at the end? The same thing happens. I seriously hate that feeling. I can only hope it will go away. I really wish to start a new life, forgetting all the past and present..

Ni bu zai
Dang wo zui xu yao ai
Ni que bu zai
Wu ji deng dai xiang du bai de nan ai

Ni bu zai
Gao xing hai shi bei ai
Ni dou bu zai
Wo shou le shang zai tou tou hao qi lai
Dang ni bu zai
Ni bu zai


College college oh college~

Tons of homework isn't helping my life by a single bit. I'll have to hand in my Engineering Mathematics B homework, prepare my oral presentation and not forgetting the ever-confusing and excruciating Engineering Physics. But when I actually take a look at all these subjects, I realised how fast time has passed. In a blink of an eye, it's already September. Soon, December arrives and it's Christmas! Gosh~ how long have I waited for Christmas. It is certainly one of the most enjoyable day of the year. Anyhow, December is not only about Christmas I guess. Cause before that, I'll have to sit for my finals in November. I'll have to pass with flying colors! Then, degreee....I'm still in dilemma on which course I should choose. Engineering is never the course I wanted take. But this is life, dreams are too good to be truee. Sad.


Anyways, that's all for now. Signing off and goodbye :)




-ChaN

Oh God, I need You in my life to guide me and help me weather the obstacles I'm about to encounter.

Hmm~ What is it?

I think the title above gives you a headache. You might be wondering what am I talking about? Am I referring to something or someone? Well, recently, actually it is almost all the time, I feel I'm left out a little from the others. Then I will start to think what is on their mind. Sadly, most of the time, I think negatively. As you might not know, I'm a pessimist. I always think from the negative side. That confidence is not in me anymore. It has vapourised into thin air three years ago, which was after my PMR examination. My confidence is now and always at an all-time low. There's nothing I can do to form it back anymore. Anyways, back to topic, I seriously can't figure out what is going on, or maybe I'm just thinking way too much? Hmmm. That's a question is yet to be answered. All I can do now is try my best to make friends with everyone and try not to make any enemies at all. Making a new friend is better than making a new enemy right? But sometimes, certain people's attitude seriously exasperates me ( not pointing my finger at anyone here, I'm just stating due to what I've been through in the past. Tried to let the bygones be bygones and I guess I managed to do so :D ). Moreover, I have to accept for who they are if I were to expect them to accept me for who I am. So yeah, still learning on how to accept different types of people here. So, if I've offended anyone of you in the past due to my attitude, do accept my sincere apologies yeah? :)

Back to School.
Hah! I'm back to university life now. The second semester of my foundation has just started. For the first week, I'm doing fine I guess. But for how long will I last? I guess i just can work hard and pray. Ora et Labora! The St Joseph's motto which means Prayer and Labour. This motto has accompanied me for 11 years and it will always do till the end of my days on Earth. So yeah, it works as a motivator to me and hopefully I will get some HD :D
Many people think that it means High Definition but no no no. It means High Distinction :P The minimum requirement for a HD is 85. High right? But yeah, I've gotta work for it! I can't be the cream of the crops
by just sleeping and playing DotA (I'm a noob in this game D:) all the time. LOL. I guess I'm self-motivating but that's the spirit!

I guess this is how I will look like for the next two months due to stress and insufficient sleep DD:

Picture taken from: http://comps.canstockphoto.com/can-stock-photo_csp1146931.jpg

Anyways, gotta go now. Take care peeps! :)


-ChaN

Missing the good old days.

SMK St.Joseph is a place like no other. Five years of studying in this school (excluding another five years in SRB St.Joseph) gave me lots of lovely memories. All the laughter, jokes and some random singing in the class can't be found elsewhere. How I wish I could turn back time and enjoy those moments more. But sadly and realistically, i can't. If only there's a time machine :D

High School Idols 2010 Preparation

7th Sarawak Regional LaSallian Convention. If time permits, I would love to participate in this event again :)

St Joseph's Prefectorial Board 2009/2010. I miss being a prefect :(

Class photo of 5A 2010. Memories :')

And now? I'm currently studying in Swinburne Sarawak taking Foundation in Engineering. Hopefully I will be a top engineer one day earning big bucks :D
University life is really different from high school life. You can't afford to slack anymore. It's all about competition and hard work. Success doesn't come without hard work.

I think that's all for now. Off i go :)


-ChaN