Hmm~ What is it?

I think the title above gives you a headache. You might be wondering what am I talking about? Am I referring to something or someone? Well, recently, actually it is almost all the time, I feel I'm left out a little from the others. Then I will start to think what is on their mind. Sadly, most of the time, I think negatively. As you might not know, I'm a pessimist. I always think from the negative side. That confidence is not in me anymore. It has vapourised into thin air three years ago, which was after my PMR examination. My confidence is now and always at an all-time low. There's nothing I can do to form it back anymore. Anyways, back to topic, I seriously can't figure out what is going on, or maybe I'm just thinking way too much? Hmmm. That's a question is yet to be answered. All I can do now is try my best to make friends with everyone and try not to make any enemies at all. Making a new friend is better than making a new enemy right? But sometimes, certain people's attitude seriously exasperates me ( not pointing my finger at anyone here, I'm just stating due to what I've been through in the past. Tried to let the bygones be bygones and I guess I managed to do so :D ). Moreover, I have to accept for who they are if I were to expect them to accept me for who I am. So yeah, still learning on how to accept different types of people here. So, if I've offended anyone of you in the past due to my attitude, do accept my sincere apologies yeah? :)

Back to School.
Hah! I'm back to university life now. The second semester of my foundation has just started. For the first week, I'm doing fine I guess. But for how long will I last? I guess i just can work hard and pray. Ora et Labora! The St Joseph's motto which means Prayer and Labour. This motto has accompanied me for 11 years and it will always do till the end of my days on Earth. So yeah, it works as a motivator to me and hopefully I will get some HD :D
Many people think that it means High Definition but no no no. It means High Distinction :P The minimum requirement for a HD is 85. High right? But yeah, I've gotta work for it! I can't be the cream of the crops
by just sleeping and playing DotA (I'm a noob in this game D:) all the time. LOL. I guess I'm self-motivating but that's the spirit!

I guess this is how I will look like for the next two months due to stress and insufficient sleep DD:

Picture taken from: http://comps.canstockphoto.com/can-stock-photo_csp1146931.jpg

Anyways, gotta go now. Take care peeps! :)


-ChaN