It's a winding road.

I'm the type of person who loves to keep the cards close to my chest though my face expression might reveal it all. Life is always unpredictable as it is as everything could turn topsy-turvy in a single day or even a second. All these while, I've thinking and trying to find answer to the question of mine. But I get the same thing all the time. Even my friends told me the same thing. 'You think too much', ' Don't be afraid', ' Just follow the flow'. These words have come up all the time almost everytime I seek their advice. And at the end? The same thing happens. I seriously hate that feeling. I can only hope it will go away. I really wish to start a new life, forgetting all the past and present..

Ni bu zai
Dang wo zui xu yao ai
Ni que bu zai
Wu ji deng dai xiang du bai de nan ai

Ni bu zai
Gao xing hai shi bei ai
Ni dou bu zai
Wo shou le shang zai tou tou hao qi lai
Dang ni bu zai
Ni bu zai


College college oh college~

Tons of homework isn't helping my life by a single bit. I'll have to hand in my Engineering Mathematics B homework, prepare my oral presentation and not forgetting the ever-confusing and excruciating Engineering Physics. But when I actually take a look at all these subjects, I realised how fast time has passed. In a blink of an eye, it's already September. Soon, December arrives and it's Christmas! Gosh~ how long have I waited for Christmas. It is certainly one of the most enjoyable day of the year. Anyhow, December is not only about Christmas I guess. Cause before that, I'll have to sit for my finals in November. I'll have to pass with flying colors! Then, degreee....I'm still in dilemma on which course I should choose. Engineering is never the course I wanted take. But this is life, dreams are too good to be truee. Sad.


Anyways, that's all for now. Signing off and goodbye :)




-ChaN

Oh God, I need You in my life to guide me and help me weather the obstacles I'm about to encounter.